Its been a more trying day today. The bone marrow stimulating injections definitely make lots of things worse, nerve pain, bone pain, tiredness. I spent the morning in bed and wrote a poem which was rather fun and therapeutic. I have debated whether or not to share it but as the essence of this blog is sharing the good, the bad and the ugly I decided I should. I am not a writer or poet by any stretch of imagination, as you can see, but this summed up my feelings for me today :-)
ONE DAY AT A TIME
One day at a time,
That's how I got through,
The journey of Chemo,
The poisonous stew.
One day at a time,
Friends and family by my side,
Rooting me on,
Not letting me hide.
One day at a time,
Losing my hair,
Learning what matters,
and just not to care.
One day at a time,
Feeling so sick,
That I just couldn't think,
or get a grip!
One day at a time,
Slowly coming to terms,
the reality of Cancer,
and all that it means.
One day at a time,
I couldn't refrain
From gobbling down medicine,
To deal with the pain.
One day at a time,
Skin peeling off,
From inside my body,
Feeling so rough.
One day at a time,
Going for a walk,
To keep myself moving,
Even just round the block.
One day at a time,
Injecting myself every night,
To ward off infection,
And keep up the fight
One day at a time,
Still living my life,
Doing my job,
Being Mother and Wife
One day at a time,
It's not all been bad,
I've kept myself going,
Adventures I've had
One day at a time,
The people in my life,
Have lifted me up,
Above all the strife
One day at a time,
I've accepted the help,
Of beautiful people,
who's kindness I've felt
One day at a time,
More love I have found,
From strangers and family
And friends all around.
One day at a time,
My children have taught,
That what's most important
Can never be bought.
One day at a time,
Is a good mantra to keep,
It's taught me a lot,
It helps me to sleep.
One day at a time,
My journey goes on,
I now live my life,
To this simple song.....
one
.......day
......at
...a
....time.
You should lie in bed more often, love the poem, very true and very therapuetic
ReplyDeleteSuch a wonderful mantra - you're so talented. See you soon!
ReplyDeleteWow Jen, great poem, very impressed. Clearly your talents have been wasted in Science all this time.
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